Raw Non-Conformist Goth Rock (Norwalk)

Amateur musicians welcome(drums,guitar,bass,maybe keyboard with a piano or organ sound,idk).
I'd like to start a dark rock band with my lyrics and singing but I'd like it to be different.
Not of a standardized sound that goes on in the scene.
Whenever I hear a new Goth rock band all I can think of is how I'd like to remove all the effects from it and hear it that way.
I want it unpolished,dark,hateful,hopeless, nihilistic,not extremely loud and with a lack of effort.
What a spectacle it would be.
I have decent recording skills.
This group(Flowers Of Darkness)especially inspires me.
Just listen to how rough and lethargic it sounds.
We'd sound better than this but you know.
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