I think I am ones of those missing Rock Star (1690 W 23RD ST LONG BEACH, CA 90810-9997)

Hi looking some help and in Ontario Canada and I place over there in Long Beach and my Rock Star life was ended and have criminal record so can not cross into U.
S.
I would comet the crimes they charge with.
I just want get back what had but seem impossible the last time that went play famous band I got stop and time I sing here these people seem set me back and like it but if go sing in band I can go in Canada and few other Counties.
I am seeking help from other Rock stars and what they do if something ended there Rock star life and sick of this why be like was when went play with a rock band,please I neep help here.